far, far away from my heart

Well the feeling's coming on again
It's kicking and is screaming deep inside me
I'm so tired of fighting with myself
If you're not here I'm nothing, I'm alone
So I pour another drink and take a hit
And I wonder where the smoke goes
I'm feeling more and more like less and less
Cause I'll curse the telephone along these lines
Because words are all we have for too much time

So far far away from my heart
Far far away from my heart

You're just a voice that floats from nowhere near
And a memory that's starting to unravel
We've been thru this so many nights before
That you'd think it would be easier by now
So I let the chemical reaction cloud over the pain
Keeps on hurting
As I slowly but too slowly drift away
To a place I know where I don't have to think
God I hate myself for loving, smoke and drink

So far far away from my heart
Far far away from my heart

Now I'm staring blankly at the TV
Holding this guitar for some comfort
But it's so hard to write a simple song
Try and turn this feeling into melody
So I put it down get on my knees
Close my eyes so tight, now I'm praying
To anyone that maybe can hear me
Tell me everything will be O.K.
And I don't think I can make another day

So far far away from my heart
Far far away from my heart